Consecrated Offering
The hundred thousand errors of my past
Like village hounds snapping at my feet
Follow me, I still cannot get free
Of habits old and untoward demands
Nor find within the sole conquering will.
I lost myself in work to no avail
As thoughts from other worlds assail my mind
And like a rudderless ship in heaving seas
Am tossed about and sink to rise again
Having had full complement of pain
And most unworthy suffered love's return
But friendship's loss, inevitable loss,
While I continue in my daily rounds
Hoping to outrun, at least survive
Myself and on some future day to find
That by a consecrated offering
To the truth I am within, no longer blind.